Facing Change

We talked a lot .. .. I mean A LOT about whether Mark should consider this promotion in the first place.  But what I have learned is that no amount of “talking” can prepare you for the “acting”.  Mark and I have always liked to imagine possibilities.  But reality can hit you hard.  Suddenly every little thing that hadn’t crossed your mind when you were just imagining takes over your every thought.  You really can’t anticipate how you will feel.  We have prayed that things would work out the way they are supposed to and that this would be a good thing for our family.  I know that when one door closes another door opens .. .. .. right now I am just having a hard time letting that one door close:}